why talk to me

i know you love me but every night i am the one waiting for you to done talking to your fren than i can call u but now i know something and i think u should talk to your fren more often than me cos i am just your boyfriend but since you told me before that you treat your frens as your first than i think as your boyfriend i think i am going to be second or third so its like i am just nothing to you your frens can keep u accompany on the phone but as for me i think that we have nothing to talk about anymore its been a long time since we had our own time together but now ur mom control you quite hard and i really feel that our relationship is falling a part HAIX!!!!!!

why cant you be like other girls they only text guy when they need to but you i really dont know you text guy like their ur boyfriend i really feel very lost in our relationship you are no different from my ex i am always the one starting topics but i tod that you are totally different from my ex but i was wrong well its too late to regrat now haix sometimes i really want to talk to you but i dont know what to talk about i always wear the ring that u and i both have but each time i see you taking it our from your wallet i felt very heart broken i always told myself that u will only love me and your only one but maybe i was wrong i tod u would text me when ur free but u did not i always wanted to tell u what i want to say but i dont have the courage to do so sometimes i really felt like i am going back to my old times smoking and drinking and playing shirts but i always tell myself  u have a gf now dont go back to your old times 

some how i really wish u can just understand me what i want and sometime when i talk to u you are still texting your frens so i always tod why bother talking to me when u have frens who can accompany you more and have more things to talk about